3am ramblings!!

Is it wrong of me to still not really have my mind made up about things I want to do when it comes to careers,life, love, etc. I sometimes….. well I scare my self all the time because I feel as though I may never figure out what I really want or who I am as a person. Life is going by so quickly and I feel like I am the only one out of everyone I know who doesn’t have things figured out. I feel stuck and all the things I really want to do seems so unrealistic because I let money be a factor when it comes to me making decisions about everything in my life. I need some hardcore advice, a plane ticket to CA or England, a kick ass playlist, my drivers license and God protection because I am so ready to bust outta here and go on an adventure.