Everyday it’s a personal struggle!

I can say that I am a christian. I recently started to put God above everything else in my life. It’s a daily struggle because let me tell you this world is full of so many temptations. You don’t really notice it when your eyes are closed but when you start trying to live by the word of God and your eyes start opening all the stuff that you once thought was right or the things that you do on a daily basis you realize that God doesn’t want you to live like this. Every decision you make, you make it with God in first. You think about all the things in life. Your future becomes so much clearer and also you feel like a huge weight is slowly being lifted off your shoulder. For me personal the change has been that I have become so much more humble, less vengeful or not angry all the time. But it’s not easy it’s hard just stepping back and praying for someone. Normally I would just get into a huge argument and say some hurtful stuff and try to get my “revenge” on whoever but nope no more. I have so much still to change in my life. I am still attached to a lot of stuff that isn’t christian like but I know soon certain things I am attached to won’t even matter anymore. I hope this makes sense for whoever reads my blog it’s 3:15AM lol not really awake right now. I just felt like writing a blog post while listening to Group 1 Crew check them out on Spotify they are amazing. Okay until tomorrow well Sunday I mean or later today if I am inspired 🙂

What I am watching this Fall Part 1


So last night was the premiere of the X Factor and I was so excited to watch it because one of my idol’s and greatest inspirations is a judge Demi Lovato. Last nights show was amazing. It was funny, entertaining and sad. For the first night I saw some incredible talent take the stage and also some not so talented take the stage. OMG those two blonde girls from Texas lol they were just talking up a storm about everyone last night lol. I forgot what the girl who sang said her voice was a mix of lol but when she finally sang her own “rendition” of Katy Perry- Firework it was a “NO-NO.” Quatrelle (the guy in the wedding dress and pink lipstick) surprised all the judges he had some vocals on him and he had that stage presence and he knew how to entertain a crowd. In the end i loved his performance. Jannel Garcia another favorite of mine. She’s a tiny girl but she has some killer pipes on her and she even knew how to move the crowd. Overall I loved a lot of the auditions last night. The girl that really moved me was Jillian. She sang Jessie J-Who You Are. She was a victim of bullying and when she sang that song man you felt that pain, you felt that heartache, you felt like ever emotion she had while she sang that song. If you’ve heard the song you know what it’s about “staying true to who you are no matter.” I loved that even though that all she went through she still got on that stage and sang her big heart out. The bullies they continuously put her down but she got back up and kept true to herself and pursued all that wanted to do. I hope she makes it through to the end. She deserves this so much. Overall the XFactor was amazing last night. I will be watching the season. Check it out on Fox this fall 🙂