Flashback Friday: Shit I Did When I was Younger

 Young, Foolish and Hilarious

In this edition of Young, Foolish and Hilarious, I wanted to take you guys back and tell you about the crazy things I thought to be true, the things I believed and the foolish things I did or came up with during my younger years. Looking back I really was young and foolish. I swear I was such a know it all and would get into arguments with people because I thought I was always right. I was such a little trouble maker and my mom definitely had her hands full when it came to taking care of me and my sister.  I decided to come up with a list of some of the craziest things that I did when I was younger. I promise this will make you laugh.

1. I would always cry for everything growing up and this would annoy the hell out of my parents. One day we were eating ice cream on the porch and it fell so I started to cry and my mother just had enough of it. She pretended to call the police because I was a cry baby. The funniest thing was there was an actual cop car on the street that pulled up and I freaked out. I ran into my room, locked the door and started screaming “I don’t want to go to jail. Mommy I won’t cry again. I promise.”

2. This one time I was playing outside and while running back to my house I ran into the screen door and my forehead started to bleed crazily. Well guys let me tell you I was done. I started to scream and run all throughout the house “I don’t wanna die!! I don’t want to die. ” To be honest the only reason why I thought I was going to die was because the night before I watched this movie and the person died from blood loss. So i thought I was going to die to because there was so much blood.

3. My mom would never buy me chapsticks or lipgloss when I was younger from Avon. So I remember I stole my friends little mermaid lip balm but I never got to use it because we moved to Trinidad like two days after.

4. The first time I had Chinese food and tasted Soy Sauce I became obsessed. So obsessed that one night I decided to sneak a pack of soy sauce to drink in bed and it spilled all over the bed. Let’s just say my mother wasn’t to happy and my bum was roasted.

5. Once I chopped off the middle of my hair in school and my mom found out because I couldn’t eat breakfast the next morning. I was and still eat a lot so she suspected something was up. I blamed it on one of the girls in my class. Thank God my mom didn’t go to the school to tell the teachers.

6. When my mom sent my sister and I to shower we wouldn’t. We would turn the shower on and just swish the water all over the walls, change into our pj’s and my mom wouldn’t know a thing.

7.  When I was younger I remember I thought poop came out of my vagina and pee my butt.

8. The first song I ever wrote (well one I could remember) was called V.I.P and yes the song had the line very important person in it. It was so corny like omg. It goes something like this “I am a V.I.P with a VIP VIP VIP I’m gonna turn around and touch the ground. You know I’m a very important person so you better shut your mouth and VIP VIP VIP.”

9. In grammar school I would never to my math homework. I remember I would never bring home the workbook and then the next day in class I would do it as the teacher gave out the answers.



Looking back on 2013 Q&A

In honor of the last Thursday of 2013 I wanted to post a bit of a throwback thursday thingy but I had no idea what I would do it on, thankfully Tumblr saved the day. I found this little questionnaire on tumblr and thought wow this would be perfect for a Throwback Thursday. So instead of posting a picture or writing up some elaborate “TBT” post, I am going to answer a couple of questions and give you guys an insight to how my 2013 went.

2013 Q&A

1. What did you do in 2013 that you’d never done before?

  • Went to my first concert. I saw Tori Kelly!!!

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

  • I don’t believe in New Year’s resolutions. I live life one day at a time and plus I suck at keeping promises.

3.  Did anyone close to you give birth?

  • Sadly no, everyone got pregnant late in 2013.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

  • Thank God no one I knew died. R.I.P Paul Walker

5. What countries did you visit?

  • No travel plans were made this year 🙁

6. What would you like to have in 2014 that you lacked in 2013?

7. What dates from 2013 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

  • 04/03 (The day I got my driver’s license)
  • 08/05 (I got an amazing new job)
  • 11/17 (My first concert)

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

  • I would have to say getting my drivers’ license. I failed that mother so many times this year, I was so happy when I finally conquered and passed! WOOO

9. What was your biggest failure?

  • Changing my major to become a dietician.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

  • No, I really don’t get sick.

11. What was the best thing you bought?

  • My 2010 Honda Civic.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

  • The Pope

13. Who behavior made you appalled?

  • My cousin.

14.  Where did most of your money go?

  • Food.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

  • Seeing Tori Kelly.

16. What song will always remind you of 2013.

  • Miley Cyrus-Wrecking Ball

17. Compared to this last year, are you happier or sadder?

  • Happier

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?

  • Let Go

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?

  • Let myself down.

20. How did you spend Christmas?

  • On the couch in front my TV watching lovey dovey Chrismtas movies and then SYFY  movies.

21. Did you fall in love in 2013.

  • Sadly no, I am lucky in that department of my life,

22. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

  • I  don’t like to use the word hate because it’s such a strong emotion. However, I am so disappointed with certain people who use to be in my life. It breaks my heart.

23. What was your favorite TV program?

  • AHH this one is so hard but I am going to pick The Originals.

24. What was the best book you read?

  • I didn’t really read much this year but my favorite read this year was “There is Cake in My Future by Kim Gruenenfelder”

25.  What was your musical discovery?

  • I would have to say Lorde.

26. What did you want and get?

  • A Car

27.  What did you want and didn’t get?

  • I am going to honestly say I wanted to fall in love but then I realized I wasn’t ready but I would have still wanted to and plus I didn’t really meet anyone who was amazing enough.

28.  What was your favorite film of this year?

  • So many movies I watched but I would have to say “The Spectacular Now”

29. How would you describe your personal style in 2013?

  • Ever changing and laid back.

30. What kept you sane?

  • Knowing that tomorrow will be even better and music.

31. Which celebrity did you fancy the most.

  • Scott Eastwood (google him, he’s one fine man)

32. What political issue stirred you most?

  • When the government shut down.

33.  Who do you miss?

  • My friends who moved to North Carolina.

34. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2013.

  • “The greatest love of all is self love. You need to attain this before you can love another”

35. Quote a song lyrics that sums up your year.

  • “Now I’m a warrior, I’m stronger than I’ve ever been.”-Demi Lovato
  • “Don’t quit your daydream”-Tori Kelly









100 Facts About Me (Part 1)

I was browsing Instagram recently and saw this amazing idea (100 random facts about yourself) that someone had posted and it really caught my eye. I decided to write down these random facts about myself but break it up into two blog posts because I honestly can’t think of 100 things all at once. I’ve been doing this since the beginning of November and I have to say this was actually really fun to come up with. The process of actually coming up with the random things were so hard because I didn’t want to state the obvious about myself. I changed and deleted a lot of them but overall I am happy with the first half of my 100 Facts About Me. So here it is!!!

1. My name is Felice Raina. It’s means “Happy Queen”
2. I am the youngest of my father’s children.
3. I’m originally from New York but I lived in Trinidad for like 5 years. So I call Trinidad my true home.
4. I recently turned 22
5. I really love to sing
6. I have to brush my teeth before eating/drinking anything in the morning.
7. I have a really bad sweet tooth and I sometimes have to restrain myself
8. I’m probably the silliest person you’ll ever meet.
9. I’m always telling people stories
10. I love to write, it calms me down and clears out my mental space.
11. I only have a few friends.
12. I’m very trusting
13. I’m claustrophobic
14. I can’t sleep with the TV on, not even on mute. I feel like I still here it somehow.
15. I’m currently a nanny and it’s hard like some days I wonder if I’m doing things correctly.
16. I love hot wings and ranch dressing.
17. Summer time is when I shine lol
18. I’m a horrible car singer.
19. Christina Perri’s song “A Thousand Years” always makes me cry.
20. I really want to visit California
21. I’ve never been in love.
22. When I was younger I wanted to go to boarding school lol (it looked so cool in the movies)
23. My hair is natural and I have no ideas what the hell I’m doing.
24. I suck at parking.
25. I overthink a lot of stuff
26. I love making people laugh
27. I wanted to be a forensic scientist after watching an episode of CSI.
28. I binge play the Sims Freeplay
29. I sorta want to write a book
30. I’m addicted to Fanta orange Soda
31. I can eat an entire large pizza
32. I’m secretly want to own a pet pig.
33. Someday I want to get married and have babies.
34. I don’t really know much about makeup.
35.  I love to shop
36. I love going to the movies but somehow never go more than 3x a year.
37. I love anything curry
38. The first time I got asked out the guy asked my cousin Ryan for permission lol!
39. My family in Trinidad mean the world to me.
40. I got my first car last Summer (2013)
41. If I won the lottery I would drop everything and go back to school.
42. I’m probably the only 22yr old not into clubbing lol sorry it’s so not my scene.
43. I only regret one thing in life.
44. I religiously watch Keeping Up With The Kardashian’s
45. I love watching music videos
46. My iPhone is filled with a bunch of Demi Lovato,Travis Garland and Tori Kelly music.
47. My biggest challenge with blogging is thinking up a good title.
48. I went to my first concert on November 17th and saw Tori Kelly.
49. I have such a wild,creative and imaginative imagination.
50. I love sleeping in but these days sleeping in for me is like 10am

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Sometimes in life you just have to move on and just simply let go

I have to say that this week I have had a lot to speak on and just release and thank God for this blog because I get to share my life experiences and things that I witness with whoever reads my blog. I recently experienced something so heart wrenching that thinking about it now I feel as if the reality of the entire situation hasn’t even hit me yet. People can be so conniving  and just heartless. They never think about how their actions will affect people. I grew up with this person and to find out that this person felt this way towards me was just mind blowing. When you love people unconditionally especially family you never think to put your guard up and really pay attention to the warning signs that are flaring up right in front your eyes. I could be totally overreacting or not but when someone you look up to and love decides to shut you out of their life without any warning or without an explanation it’s heartbreaking and this has been on my mind for weeks. I have been constantly been at war with myself and over thinking  certain things. I have been asking myself what did I do wrong. I know things with everyone was shaky but woah when someone throws you a curveball like this; how are you suppose to respond? To me friendship and family is the two most important things. I wake up every morning knowing that I have these amazing people in my life and to think that I lost one of them is just crazy. The part that makes me so angry and is just frustrating is not knowing why. My motto is if I have a problem with somebody, I make sure I let them know what’s up because there is nothing like finding out you were mad at this person because of a stupid misunderstanding. It’s the worst I swear. A month has passed since I found out that this person has shut me out of their lives and let me tell you it has been hard but I’m slowly letting go and just moving on with my life. I am mature enough to know that I can’t let this affect me in anyway. I will always love that part of my family but if they don’t want me in their lives because of some unexplained reason I just have to respect it and simply go on with my life. It’s all a learning process and apart of growing up in this world. XoXo Besos❤

october 10


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Hello October




Wow I can’t believe today’s October 1st, it seems like just yesterday I was embarking on a new journey in my life and now the calendar is telling me that’s it’s already October. Even though I hate the cold weather of New England, I always welcome Fall with open arms and possibilities. This fall is going to be awesome. I am finally going to my first concert to see Tori Kelly (ahhh so excited) and I’m also going to turning 22. I love the fall because for me it symbolizes just a feeling of newness and change. It probably has to do with me  celebrating my birthday every Fall.  I just feel like the Fall is my creative time. It’s a time when I get to experience so many things in a different light and also just have new experiences and also be inspired. I also love to just admire/ love all the new things that come with Fall like Fashion, Music, TV Shows,Food, Movies, People, etc. I am already loving so many new stuff that are popping up this Fall and can’t wait to share it with you guys. Til then I would love for you guys to share with me your hopes and aspirations for this Fall and also some things that you guys are into or newly discovering. Don’t be shy xoxo!

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